Family Feelings

How I feel. When I am asked about the kids as to if they are participating in a holiday, etc. I feel guilty, because I do not know. I didn’t ask! Sometimes I feel that my family is so fractured. My son is AWOL and I don’t have that harmonious feeling. It seems so one sided. There is the tug of war between my daughter and my husband. I never have been the holiday person, probably due to my upbringing. I work also and that gets in the way. I just don’t have the time to be thinking ahead about all of the holidays. I was just trying to get my surgery out of the way.